Ok, I've invested in a keyboard for my iPad, hoping it'll help me be more consistent with blogging. I also have some ideas in my head to revamp this blog. We'll see if either help but at least I'm making an effort.
After weeks of not working out and traveling, I stepped on the scale Monday to my highest weight ever. Granted a lot of it is indeed fluid, but still, it was a sign that I needed to get back to focusing on my health. After busting my head wide open and battling the concussion, I was lazy. I was lazy in not just my weight loss battle, but all aspects of my life. The doctor warned me that I might have some slight depression/mind fog from the concussion, but I just shrugged it off. Well, Monday it dawned on me that he was right and it was time to crack down on my mind crack. Yesterday, I was getting ready to head to the gym and sign up with my new trainer. (Yeah I dropped the other one. We just weren't clicking and he was way too focused on the scale. Being a recovered anorexic, I just couldn't deal with that.) I was walking out the door, realizing I had a huge sense of dread and anxiety inside me, just waiting to bust out. In the past, I would have ignored those feelings and...
Ooooh...and iPad would be perfect before my trip to Turkey...hmmm...
ReplyDeleteAnyhoo, make sure that whether it's the iPad or revamping that you're doing it for you. Don't feel stressed to blog, but use it when you need it for your outlet/release. :)